“I wish I was beautiful or at least wise, but I’m simply mad and violent.”

— Courtney Love ...

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“I cannot make you understand. I cannot make anyone understand what is happening inside me. I cannot even explain it to myself.”

“I cannot make you understand. I cannot make anyone understand what is happening inside me. I cannot even explain it to myself.” -Franz Kafka, The Metamorphosis Some days, I sail through a calm portion of the sea, and some days I sailed through strong current waves. This week has been quite a roller coaster kind of...

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Epitome of high and low.

I have been vocal about me having Bipolar here in my blog, but haven’t really  discussed it or gone beyond the meaning of it. Once in for all I want to be honest, to dig deeper. So why am I doing this when I owe no explanation to the world? I really don’t know. Maybe to give hope? To inspire? Or increase the awareness of some?...

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Losing A Best Friend

By: MILA JARONIEC  When it happens, you won’t want to believe it. You’ll take their word for it when they say they’re busy, swamped at work, “just doing me.” You’ll make excuses for them, put your ringer on extra loud in case they call. But you’ll still feel the change, and because you can’t rationalize it, you’ll try to ignore it. It’s a specific kind of loneliness that hits you like a wave of nausea. When...

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Series of Misfortunes.

Never in my life that I feel that I belong, lucky, or a winner. I've never won or achieved anything, not a medal nor a trophy, a standing ovation, not even in a giveaway. I consider myself the most unlucky person in this world. I feel so worthless. I feel so down, mostly average. For the fact that I am never good at anything,...

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